So this week has been kinda stressful, mostly cause I am settling into my newly appointed roll at work and that my dad might have cancer and kinda more or less debating on what is gonna happen. No matter what my dad is in a bad predictable, either he`s gonna go for risky surgery or chemo. So how should I feel about this, I`m not sure so i resorted to listening to metal to help with it. Also I feel my last nice guy string busting for the mere fact that people are annoying. I hate when people know what bugs me and continue to do it, if you aren't gonna or might not call me back don't tell me you are and don't