Skeltons in the Closet?

        Okay, so the last couple of days I have had these weird dreams. The first thing is that I have been able to remember my own dreams. But they are always so unrelated. At first it was just violent dreams, the first one was like a month and a half ago now. I was walking with Jenisse and some dude was trying to hollar and she was like this is my man keep it moving, and when i turned three guys were grabbing her chest and ass. I lost my cool, then i remember looking over the first dude had literally a broken face blood all over the floor and my hands. Jenisse was horrified and ran away from me. This has happened a few more time but with out Jenisse, usually the scenario was they tried to jump me.  Now here is the ones that really got me thinkng, lately I have been thinking about how to try and get Jenisse back, well I wanted to talk to her father first and apologize and tell him how I feel, then he gets really angry because of how I hurt his daughter and he tells me that I can't be with her and that if I stay  there he is gonna kick my ass. And I tell him that I will do ANYTHING to be with his daughter and he hits me in the jaw. Well I get back up spit out blood and say " Is that all? Or I got to take more?"I

    You know how people say we all have our own demons or skeletons to deal with, well my demons actually scare me. When  I was young I actually had this kinda problem, I was beyond just "angry"  I actually would just be almost evil. I would beat kids up till they bled or till I got what I want, I finally was put into Football and Anger Management.But I feel like that little angry boy is trying to get out these days, like can you have a re-lapse like a drugy? I really hope not, I hope this is just because of the stress and heart sore that I have been that I am just short fused.