Rock and a Hard place

Again I am writing in this blog to help relive myself of pain that I have gotten over the last couple of hours. I really hope that someone reads this and can help me out. So yesterday till today went from great to bad in a couple of hours. During the day Jenisse and I have really started to get close we cuddled and just made a lot of leeway. But that's the good news, the bad is her ex-boyfriend came over, Lucas, one of the biggest a-hole ex`s that she still has as friends. First impressions is this guy wants to have sex with Jenisse. Again knowing how much  I care and respect Jenisse I grinned and bared his presence and eventually left to take a shower and layed down because I felt sick to my stomach holding back. After about an hours or so I went to see how everything was to find that Lucas and Jenisse was no wear to be found, I felt so light headed for no reason that I stepped out side, I heard a ruckus inside her mother room and realized that both of them were in the shower. Honestly both of them in the shower didn't both me, what bothered me is that I am WAY better for her then Lucas and Danny ( her current boyfriend) and yet Lucas was the one in the shower with her. So I had enough, obviously I wasn't as high on the totem-pole as I thought and started t threw I to pack my stuff. Half way threw I decided that I would wait till the morning to see what she had to say, on the way in Jenisse came outside with nothing but a towel to talk to me. Come to find out that she wanted Lucas to be that "gay friend" every woman wants and he just wanted to have sex with her. And Lucas wasn't gonna take no for an answer and forced himself on her, she begged that i didn't go in and kill the kid that she would handle it but in my heart a piece broke off. I just hope that she will open up more cause again I spent most of my night watching her sleep cause she was crying.