Last Day?

Technically this is the last day i will be in Florida, the reason I say last is because of packing time and trying to get ready for my trip. The only thing that I really regret is not getting all my answeres that I wanted. The reason is because I really like this girl and want to make her happy and I think I can. Today she admitted that she feels better around me like less headaches and she smiles so much more. Also most of my family loves her already and notices when I am talking to her. Thought I left that detail out when I told he that the most important people in my life about her and that they all love her except my mom, which is because she doesn't undertstand how I can like a girl that has a girlfirend/ likes girls. Chantel has been too much help in this realtionship and she tihn\ks that we are or would be a good couple and have fun and so on. My whole thing is the boyfriend, and the distance, I mean I could stay here in FL and try and make things work but I can't help thing what my dad said about staying here and getting screwed. I know Jenisse would not purposely do that but Mother Nature and Father time are the ones in control. I wish it was cut and dry like tell me to stay or go. Honestly I don't wanna leave.