Cut

I think it might be time to cut Jenisse out of my life, mostly because of the fact that she is too good for me. But also cause I can't stand to watch  her going around and doing what she is doing right now. Over the last couple of days I have found out that although she has claimed to be completly diffrent from the rest of the girl populations that she is accually just as naive to a adegree. For example her boyfriend doesn't see her that much and also,which came to a surprise, he hit her. Why is it that the cute girls that have the whole package is the one that takes the most crap from people. Persoanlly I want to tell her to dump him and not to give him more time to chance, when will people learn nobody changes, but again being the nice guy that I am I want her to be happy. Also I know that I am no better than any other guy for her, if not worse. Like I told her today, it's not because I have a lot of menta issues or something, its because I'm not good look. And she states that looks don't matter she to her, but evidence against her shows a different pictures, again the "sute" guy she is with now. Also I might as well get this off my chest too . I am starting to remeber some of what her and a friend of her's was talking about on the phone, she told him that she wants to see a guy in NY that she really likes, I don't know who it is but I can guess it's probably Jose. Again I will be alone, forever. Born alone die alone.